In the blink of an eye things can change. I think I'm set for one life change and another takes its place seemingly overnight. My husband's health is declining faster than I can keep up. No clue what is the problem. He has been to every neurologist, pulmonologist, and other ologist anywhere within driving distance and the problem just can't be found. He has a really bad chest cold now. Hoping it passes it quickly, but he's very weak.
It has been a long five years. I wasn't made to be a nurse. I was made to be a partner, a best friend, a wife and a lover. Not a nurse. A nurse alongside any of the other capacities would be acceptable. But, not "just" a nurse. It breaks my heart to see the handsome strong man I fell in love with ten years ago reduced to this shuffling old man. If things had gone differently over these ten years, I don't think I would be able to bear the pain. As it is, it still hurts and I would give anything I have or am to make him well and strong again...but my heart broke long ago. It's just recracking a bit again now.
THAT'S MY STORY
I've never been normal. I've never tried to be. I can't imagine anything more boring.
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